This is a cruel place,
one that kick you then your down,
the silent sceams of people all around me,
i give up on you.
The one thing i thought i would never say,
I give up!...
This hurt is to much,
the whole in my heart is to big.
To those who know me,
I don't give in easily,
but you are something i will never have,
no longer will i wait in silence
with my heart screaming hatred toward you,
for i can never hate you
So i have to cut the string,
of this never ending nightmare,
by cutting myself off from my world i love the most.
You are my world,
can't you see,
you are everything to me.
But You are the reason i live in this hell,
and you are the only one that can save me.