Sorrow Or UnSorrow

The pain I swallow is killing me.
I need someone that will tell the truth and mean it.
I just want a good life.
I think of all the bad things I did.
It hit me hard, when I cheated on the one I really loved.
I wish I could get her back.
But shes long gone, and probably hates me.
I really loved her but I screwed up.
I wish never did.
If she read this I would want her to call.
I miss her alot and I regret ever cheating on her.
I got what I deserves.
I know how it feels now.
The girl I dated did the same thing I did to you.
Now I\'m in your shoe.
If you forgive me call me and Ill ask you back out.
That if you do.