Too Much Page yet so much to say

I pull the surface close to me.
I wonder when I'm going to fall.
I picture this shadow.
The shadow I cant see.
It remind me of the one I loved.
Know I go back and try to trace her back.
But I can't.
She is invisible to me.
It like see hate me.
But now I realize I was the problem.
I try to keep It real and I did It wrong.
Not that it was right either.

I blink in to Space.
Wonder if she'll come back to me.
Instead of me going to her.
Will she realize I'm the one for her.
Or just leave her book unfinished.