Living in a life full of anguish and pain
Drowning in enough sorrow to make me insane
Why must I continue on with this hell
When into the black abyss, I fell
The world is crashing down so hard on me
Every thing's so bleak, desolate, unhappy
Death's cold grasp is getting to be so tight
And yet I have given up the will to fight
My will was once strong and complete
But now I lay down and admit defeat
Why must I fight an unwinnable war
When nothing seems right anymore
So many people lend a helping hand
Even when they don't completely understand
I don't know "me" well enough for aid
When I hide behind a fictitious facade