And the pills in my throat
Are like the three little words I can't say.
The butterflies float through me
Every time of day.
Everything about you
Amazes me more and more.
But this secret I can't tell you
Has tore and tore.
I don't want to get my hopes up
Only to have them come crashing down.
It's murder
On the inside all around.
I'm the girl
Who's trying to change and.
That's a game
I'll never win.
If I could only spill
My guts out allover the place.
If I could only tell you
Face to face.
But I will leave it
On this blank sheet of paper.
Just to let you know
I'm not a faker.
Scribble these words
And they will be my last.
At least you know
My heart beats fast.
At least when you find me
You'll know how hard I tried.
"I Love You"
Is my goodbye.
