Trying to Find the Words

Sitting Here looking at the computer
trying to find the words to describe
the many things that I feel
nothing seems to work
and tears run down my face
in frustrating and in pain
i can't seem to fight it anymore
letting my body fall limp in desperation
trying not to remember
but the problem is
I do remember
i remember every hug
and every kiss
every look
and ever moment of bliss
I can't stop thinking
and I can't stop crying
I can't f-ing help it
I don't know what to do
I'll just sit here a little longer
trying to find the words
to explain to you how exactly I feel.