Broken

I tried to speak..
Like they wanted me to..
But all that happened;
they took me away from you..

Broken hearts, lost and scared,
I'm torn apart, where did I go wrong.. I thought it was just pain inside of me..

I'm lonely here in this darkness,
sometimes I try not to cry;
but fear gives you nothing,
it just puts tears in your eyes..

And I ask myself, Why?
Why did I try to speak up,
I could have just backed down..

And now I'm lost,
in this darkness of hell,
looking for you,
trying to belong,
but I feel nothing,
my life is all wrong..

I forgot the life I used to live,
sitting there, looking out my door..
The butterflies that always flew by,
and the birds that would sing my songs; oh why did I give that life up, just so I could belong..

I have no family, I'm weak and torn.. Why do I try, when all I do is mourn?

There's nothing left of me..
I'm broken can't you see..
I just wanted you to know,
that I just want to come home..