Whatever happened to us?

Do you know that silent moment, not knowing what to say?
What happens when it's between your best friend and it's everyday?

What happens when you can feel you friendship slipping apart?
It seems as if our frienship is is right back from the start.

What do you do when you yearn for the good times back?
Don't worry my loves still here, but to show you I must lack.

It breaks my heart everyday to talk on the phone.
For even when were together, I still feel all alone.

I have cherished all of our wild moments, trust me it a memory!
Especially when we said we would live right next to eachother, right by the sea!

Everytime we talk and you say your mad,
Truat me my heart breaks and I am ohh so sad.

I hate knowing that I have let you down.
Would our friendship end just like this if I was to move to another town?

It probably wouldn't bother you if I moved now.
I wanted to tell you I cared, but I just didn't know how.

Even if I plee for mercy,
I know that "apology accepted" is a lie and in the back of your head you see me as guilty.

But trust me I am not blaming this on you.
For I am taking all the fault, this I know I did do.

It's hard for me to talk when I see clearly that you don't need me,
I cry all the time because it seems you just want left be.

These days other things seem more important,
Lately, you just seem so unsubordant.

My life to you must seem so boring,
But if you just see, I'm really soaring.

I cry hoping you will tell me the words of sucess,
Instead of making me wait in silence and trying to guess.

I wish I could make everything go back to normal,
for it to be just us four at formal.

If I would tell you the truth, It would be rude,
But I'm not used to your new friends, sorry for the bad attitude.

Can't you see, I care for you so dearly?
Please, can't you just hear me?

I want us to get back on track
For the friendship I want from you I do not lack.

Dedicated to Katie Kelly, and even though I know were not really getting along right now I hope everything will get better. Katie, I LOVE YOU GIRL!!!