This pain you cause me I try to ignore
It hurts me the same though it is not as bad as before
I can't lie to myself and remain untrue
For my heart is an eternal flame that endlessly burns for you
This is why I care and share with you what I could never tell my friends
I have been hurt so many times before
Yet I care about you most of all,
The one that could hurt me most of all
The only one that makes me fall...
To my knees and pray
That all of this bull shit will be forgotten and thrown away
Let me be your escape from a routine life
Let me be the buzz that makes you feel good
Think about how I feel
Know that what I fear is real
It is easy to say that something won't bother you that bad
And it's when you finally have to face it that you realize it could be the worst feeling you have ever had
How you feel is real
Forcing a feeling that is untrue is like trying to punch through a wall of steel
I will never feel okay with this choice that you have made and there is nothing left that I can say
This ghost from the past will haunt me until its dying day
