Goodbye!

Why do you look at him so happy and content
he's such a as*hole i no what what he meant!
he calls us both names and is so mean!
don't you understand that i know what i have seen!
you pretend he did nothing when he's the one in the wrong
why the f u c k can't you see that this pain has lasted too long?
everyone assumes who i am and what i feel!
they don't even no me and what is and isn't real!
you will never no me no matter how hard you try
you will never no i cut and i can't seem to say goodbye!
goodbye to all i love i have reached my unhappy end!
goodbye to the one who broke my heart and to my very best friend!
goodbye to my mum who never noticed or showed a care!
who only cared about her happiness and was never even there!
goodbye to my dad who's ego was way to high
who made all these promises but in the end was just a lie!
goodbye to my best friends who have been there through it all
who have always seemed help me out when all i did was fall!
goodbye to my lover who i loved but broke my heart
please don't be worried that i have fallen apart
goodbye to my family who i loved and adored
i no you cared about me but i guess i felt ignored!
goodbye to my friends who i love so please don't cry
smile and be happy knowing I'm looking down on you all when i die!

i just felt like writing a poem like this, feeling really lonely without the one i love and with my parents on my back all the time and my step dad who mum does not see that he is a total a*shole!