Days like today i
wonder if you see me?
am i real to you?
do you know each tear behind my eyes?
why am i so alone when I'm with you?
why does my heart break only when i let you see me?
why do you not know?
everyday is suppose to be different though i wake up in a new kind of hell.
i no longer pretend you care, i just let myself fall into depression.
the blood that runs through my veins is the only thing that keeps me alive.
why am i still alone when your no longer here?
why is my heart broken when i no longer see me?
why cant you ever know?
now that the loneliness closes in i think I'm ready to say goodbye.
cant stay here no longer in the emptiness that has become me.
i rid myself of the blood that keeps me alive.
why am i alone when you are finely here?
why is my heart broken when you finally hold me?
now you know
