My heart was once all urs tell the day u died my heart is not hole anymore soo no one may have it. my heart and my body not good-enough for anyone or anybody i wanna feel loved i wanna be held. y we all cryed at the times of happiness but the day u we looked back after ur death we all laughed. i cryed cuz i was happy i laugh cuz i am in pain.
i met the man of my dreams i thought tell i found out he was no prince and he was only in alumminum foil. life brings be saprizes some of them not wanted, but i cant choose!
looking back there is soo much more i should\'a could\'a would\'a done with u if i would have knowen that it would have been ur last night. y is it that when ppl die it seems to be when we didnt do something or we feel bad or we are mad at them y cant they die when were in a happy state of mind??
when ppl start to be nice to me i start to wonder... what do they no that i dont? y arent they telling me something? y is it that i cant let someone just be nice i have to think that something is going on?
all these questions and soo litl answers for any of them! y is life soo difficalt? maybe i should just give up and die!!!
that way when i am gone ppl may have some answers to the questions i hide in my heart... the questions that could have saved my soul!
