Smothered by the pain
so much so i cannot breathe
I don't even know why I feel like this
but at this moment, I wish you would leave
I love you so much
I can't stand to look at your face
Because i know to you
I am a disgrace
So i take the knife
though i know you hate it
when i cut my self
but my heart is split
Huddling in the corner
i have to dry my eyes
because I'm so confused
with these feelings of love and despise
One more scar on my arm
and one on my heart
because altough we are together
we are so far apart
and I cant stop thinking of you
and how much i love you
but i hate you so much
i just dont know what to do
the blood runs down my arms
fast and steady
if i dies now
I know I'd be ready
and i finnaly cry
after all this time
knowing that i am yours
but you are not mine
