Dear God,
Am i still here No longer do i feel the air in my lungs, and my heart beats no more; The blood runs threw an empty soul. And God if i am put to rest, let the pain of my siblings and friends disappear for you would have my soul. Every tear that falls from my eye i give to you so when I'm dead you can wash my sins away with them. I'm trapped in an empty world where only i live, So please lead the way out; i beg; I cannot feel the food churn in my stomach; the warmth of love or the sensation of a smile; My heart drowns in endless pain. And would you be mad if i was to join you Ive deserve None of this so please give me the right to die slipping away from the grip of the devil. Please Lord please. Dont make me suffer anymore.
Love Jess
