So many questions; the answers denied

Ok this was written because this person keeps mucking me around, and i wanted to say how i truly felt! If any comments are made I will definitely return the favour!

So many questions,
The answers denied,
Feelings exposed,
We both cant hide,

My heads in a muddle,
Why do I feel this way?
There are no words,
For what I need to say,

I lie in bed,
I start to think,
Trying to work out,
That crucial link,

What did i do?
What did i say?
That makes you so sure,
You feel this way,

Is it my fault?
Did I lead you on?
I should not feel like this,
To others its wrong,

As I am thinking,
I am true to myself,
I do have feelings,
And its you I must tell,

I understand the risks involved,
And what could happen,
If certain people
Were told,

But the names and teasing,
Will all float past,
But here in my heart,
Theres a feeling that lasts,

But I promiseto do,
Whatever it takes,
For you I will risk,
The highest stakes,

One moment will do,
It will be down to fate,
I wait for the day,
When we are more than just mates,

I know the hurt,
And terrible pain,
From both our pasts,
Will always remain,

It will be hard,
It will take time,
But dear god I hope,
One day your mine,

So there you go,
Thats how I truly feel,
All these words,
I swear there for real,

I wrote this poem,
To sort myself out,
But hopefully now,
You know what I am about,

I hope you dont laugh,
I hope you dont cry,
But for now,
I must say goodbye,

One final note,
One thing to say,
Please tell me your feelings,
Dont lock them away,

I want to help,
I need to know,
Even when you feel down,
And all alone.