Trapped Inside Forever

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you deserve nothing at all
you betrayed me and buried me in your grave
you made me not escape
ignored me and made me feel like dying
you said i should stay
you made me bleed inside
i wish i was in a coma
i wish i never believed you
i am so pathetic it makes me not want to breathe again
my regrets is something i should forget
but thinking of you brings pain back in
i need to quit feeling sympathetic
this is so pitiful i should puke
no one should live this life style
don't ever follow anyone's footsteps
make your own path
tell a story without me
my long time love is a murder
i led a life just like my mothers
don't go down the same road as i
i'll be lying by his doorway
waiting patiently until he arrives
pull the trigger as he comes up
he'll be able to see my ending
he'll see me self esteem fade away
i'll be his ghost until he feels the same way
he trapped me inside just as my father did
i screamed so hard but no one heard
i bled so deep i no long could feel
these reasons are not the cause of my death
his love was my fear that drove me to the end
he made me a mess....

i wrote this about a year ago, pathetic i know