When is enough

Have you ever felt
like you have had enough
no matter what you do
or say is never good enough
you sit up at night in the dark
crying and fall asleep that way
ive cut my self to many times
when dustin and i broke up
when jj left
when i ended my friendship with hc
when cait and i fought
when my mom and i argue
when i was told
everything is my fault
when i hear sad songs
on the radio
when hannahs mom
said she had to move
the last day i saw hannah
when i watched a thing
on dr.phil to make teens stop
when i watch the movie 13
when i got to stoned
when i had sex with------
eww
when val yelled at us for hours
when i got put in state custody
when i transfered schools
and many more times but the thing that pushed me over
the edge most
was when jj left
he left with no explanation
and for me to wonder why
when can i say i have had enough