The tears just keep on falling
and i don't know why
i can't shake this feeling
its all pain deep inside
i can't forget however hard i try
all the times so many people made me cry
coz the past is haunting me
it's my punishment for life
i just can't help but feel
it's all my fault
i bring it on myself
i've ruined my life for good
few people bring me comfort
in these darkened times
few people can break my silence
in this cage i have created in my mind
i wish i could explain why it happens
why i bring myself back
trap myself in broken black
driving myself insane
with all the memories, all the pain
all the times i wasn't strong
all those things i did wrong
to cause people to distroy my soul............
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i haven't been on this site for a long time, i have been writing my poems in a book and if i can be bothered to type them all up i will share, please comment on all my work, as it helps me improve x