Feeling tension flooding my veins.
limping around, my head down in shame.
i didn't expect to lose you so fast.
i thought we had a connection,
i thought we would last.
i sit and wonder, what could i have done?
deep down inside i thought you were the one.
one foot in front of the other,
i strut down the hallways.
trying to hold my head up high,
i fight back the tears.
this happens every time,
i thought I'd lost my fear.
but in the end my heart's always broken.
and i try to imagine why,
why does every guy i like have to be full of pain and lies.
even tho i can't do anything about it,
i still say it's all bull sh**.
you told me you loved me,
you told me you cared.
you told me you'd always make me happy,
and for rough times you'd always be there.
but my eyes are open,
and you're now where to be found.
my head is throbbing,
and i feel like my heart was just ripped out.
i think it's funny,
how you can throw everything we had away.
i don't know how I'm going to go on,
i really don't have a reason to live another day.
maybe I'm just stupid or maybe I'm just crazy.
but i can't believe i was fooled when you said I'd always be your baby.
And you'd think right about now,
I'd want to hurt you so bad.
but, I'm way More than mad,
I'm actually really sad.
i normally don't make a big deal out of some stupid boy.
but you were the reason i felt happiness, laughter and joy.
if it weren't for you,
i might be even more lost and confused.
so after all this sh** you put me through.
my last words are thank you....
** this is already a poem i ha..but i changed it a little and the title is different..b4 this poem got 1 comment and two 5.0's...so just tell me what u think..thanks!!**
