My blade's in my hand
And my thoughts are racing
I'm finally committing
The suicide I've been facing
I'm going to miss so much
But none of that matters anymore
It's just me and my blade
As for the pain, I want more
I press the blade into my skin
And drag it across in a deep line
The blood is overwhelming
And there's no more pretending I'm fine
I dig my razor into the cut
Hoping for it all to end soon
But I see Trevor's picture
From across the room
Suddenly I want the blood to stop
But there's no going back
I try to write him a goodbye letter
But my world is fading black
"I love you Trevor
And I'm sorry it's ending like this
I hate myself and can't hold on
It's you that I truly will miss"
There's so much more I want to say
But that's all I have time for
"I can't believe I'll never see him again" is my last thought
As my dead body drops to the floor
