Low

How is it possible
That someone could be
So lost and confused
And messed up like me?

I've hit rock bottom
And come back
So why am I sinking again?
My worse nightmares are becoming facts

I don't want to face this again
I'm tired of putting up a fight
So please let me give in this time
And fade away into the night

Nothing is working
This we all know
I'm destined to give in
So why delay the blow?

Let me end this cursed life
And move onto something more
I don't want to stick it out
I don't care what life has in store

My only loves are being taken away
My only reasons for still being here
I'm sick of hating who I am
And constantly crying to my mirror

I don't even want to be saved anymore
All hope was lost long ago
I'd rather be dead now
Than remain this low

Only my razor blade
Can comfort me now
So I'll disappear with it again
Never to be found...