You believe that things this way are better for me...
but in reality at least for me
this is worse
I'm sick, not just love sick
in ways i might be hurting myself
I'm always in a deep world of confusion!
this hurts me emotionally that every single day from that one night i am brought to tears
i try to be happy but its being covered
psychically i am always in pain!
my heart is ready to break out and bring me to a world of darkness I'm almost there i don't know what to do...
everyone says its your fault they think your out to hurt me...
but in truth from the relationship we have i don't think your out to do that to me! you told me you want the best for me!
so I'm believing you but hopefully what you said would will someday come true....
but I'm not holding a lit candle for all that i heard!
