I long for you

We've been friends
for a long..long time
I have seen you as a friend too
and you have seen me as a friend

Because you brother wanted me
but i did not want him
I wanted you
I longed for you

I didn't know what you expected of me,
But all am sure is
I wanted you

T, I don't know what i feel
I don't know what it is
like?
crush?
love?
whatsoever it is

All i can say
is i want to be your bosom bubby
I don't know if you feel same
am far away from you now

And i try to contact you
but when we talk
i sound like a friend
and you sound like you want me.

Am confused
do u love me?
like i do for you?
tell me

Cos i might loose my mind
when i get back
and u are no longer there for me
or with someone else

People say a boy should ask a girl out.
I migth ask you cos i can't do without you.
I love you
And long for you.