Tears

I watch the page blur
as the tears flood my eyes
as i try to concentrate on school
but all i think about is you
the night was cold
one of the fall
you were hurting
i tried to help
you wanted to die
you were even gonna try
i wanted to be there by your side
to hold, comfort
love you
but i couldn't
the gun shot rang over the miles
then i knew it was over
i loved you and always will
but how could sorrow
make you do what you did?
i wish you would come back and dry my tears
if only you could here me cry
that shot still haunts me
on those cold fall nights
i wasn't there
i couldn't be
now i wish you knew how much you meant to me
i watch the page blur
as the tears flood my eyes
and i tell you i love you
as my soul dies