Who Would've Thought

My past is locked away
Locked in a box where it will remain
So many painful memories
So many things have changed
I no longer know what to expect other than the unexpected
Who would've thought it would end this way
Without my hero standing by my side
Who would've thought little old me
Without a care in the world
Would all of a sudden have her world flipped upside down
Who would've thought a strong girl like me
Would cry herself to sleep every night
For weeks at a time
Wondering what terrible event would happen next
Who would've thought I'd end up practically an orphan
And completely unwanted by everyone around me
Who would've thought I'd turn to the knife
To help solve my problems instead of
Confiding in my friends
How can these things keep happening to me
I'm only one person how much more can I take
Every night I pray to be normal
Pray to be happy
Night after night I pray
And night after night my prayers go unanswered
I can't keep living like this
Just waiting for the next terrible thing to happen

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