This Moment

Unwinding deep in my thoughts
are the lingering moments in my past.
I'm scared to look back,
the world is moving way too fast.

I'm trying to figure the meaning
of everything I've done through the years.
The ups and the downs,
the smiles and the tears.

I am proud of who I am,
but then I am disgraced.
What is my purpose?
I've only received a little taste.

I run to get away from my problems
and I always seem to find more.
How do I escape,
when my minds in battle and headed for war?

So I'm going to free myself,
from everything holding me back.
I have so much more to live for,
and I won't let my past get me off track.