Once upon a time I lived a fairytale life
Filled with make believe and lies
When everything and everyone seemed to make sense
But that was long ago
Long before my whole world came crumbling down
I can't help but wonder why it happened to me
I can't face any part of my own reality
I've grown up wishing on a star
And I feel as if I'm slowly drowning in all of my pain
No one ever sees how unhappy I am
I put on a mask each day to hide how I'm feeling
No one knows I cry myself to sleep at night
Everyone thinks I'm so strong
But they are all so wrong
As i sit here and think back on my life
And about all of the things that have gone wrong
I wonder where I would be today
If just one little thing would've went my way
I might not sit here and wish I were dead
As I lay here all alone in the dark
