In This Painted Happy Life

by Amy   Jan 3, 2006


Crazy questions consume me
wild answers surround me
here i am again crying
in this painted happy life

all thats left of me
is all the things i wanted to be
those dreams are flying
away in this painted happy life

why wont anyone answer me
why cant anyone see me
tonight I'm slowly dying
in this painted happy life

why cant i be happy
for me why cant you be happy
stop with all the lying
in this painted happy life

why cant i see reality
this life isn't mine
I'm not going to be another fatality
why do i think like this?

my life is fine
i don't understand
the life i talk about isn't mine
what the hell is wrong with me

my life was once like that
where tonight would be my last
since I'm in this relationship
all of that is in the past

i have nothing but sunny days ahead
with very few clouds
but they are just little storms
i will continue to be happy and loud

this is my life
I'm happy and thats the end
my life is finally worth living because of one person
my boyfriend, my best friend

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  • 18 years ago

    by Hades

    Words simply cannot describe it, calling it excellent would be the biggest understatement of my life

  • 18 years ago

    by SoRrOwFuL Claire

    Awww amy! very sad but the good thing is that you have MAL!!! i love your stuff keep writing PLEASE!!! love ya hun ybeybye

  • 18 years ago

    by gasping for air

    I think that this is really good.. i gave you a five.. i was a little distracted when i read it so im not sure if i got the just of it right.. but i think that you feel or the girl in this poem feels like i do.... my boyfriend is everything to me.. and more.. and im not happy even tho i really have no reason not to be happy... *shrugs* but if you ever want to talk i have hotmail: lovecutepancake@hotmail.com or aim:brattlovepancake
    take care and keep up the good work
    amanda

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