How Could You...

I thought we were friends, I thought I could trust you, but never again will I put myself out there. You told me you cared, you told me you'd always be there, so I let down my guard and let you in, thats when everything changed. You took me to your room, to show me something new, I never knew what was going to happen, I never would believe you would do something so cruel. You threw me down and ripped at my clothes. I hit at you and screamed no! The last thing I remember was you hitting me back it was such a hard blow everything went black. I woke up alone on my bedroom floor. I couldn't open one of my eyes and there was blood on my floor. When I looked in the mirror I saw what you put me through. One eye was swollen shut and i had a really nasty cut, I couldn't look at myself anymore, so I turned away and there you appeared. You told me if I told anyone, I wouldn't live through the night. I stayed quiet in hopes I would just forget but every night I wake up with the same cold sweat. I have to end my pain so with this knife, I thrust it into my heart hoping this final blow will end the pain you made me feel...