Obsession

by mary   Jan 2, 2004


He knew how much she loved him
He knew how much she cared
But through his heart of stone
He just didn’t care
He heard her cry for him
All night on the phone
She said she loved him
And would never let him go
He told her she was psycho
Never feeling bad
He already let her go
And lived the life he had
She was stuck in a phase
A phase of him
The memories she couldn’t erase
Having him again, would never happen
She calls him screaming
Saying she needs him back
But he’s with his friends laughing
Calling her crazy behind her back
She can’t get over him
She can’t move on
She’s still so in love with him
Her love is still strong
She drives by his house
To see if he’s home
She sees him walking out
Talking on his phone
She gets out of the car
Crying extremely hard
Begging for him back
He brushed her off
Like it wasn’t anything
When she was crying so hard
She couldn’t even see
He called her crazy
And walked to his car
Saying, “I love you too baby”
I’ll be there in an hour
She laid on his yard
Screaming at him
She’s never cried that hard
And gazed right at him
“I can’t believe you!!!”
“Can’t you see I love you!?!”
He just hopped in his car
And shut the door fast
He drove off hard
Putting his radio on blast
There was no point living
If she didn’t have him
She was sick of giving
And never taking any in
She tried calling him one more time
He answered the phone saying,
“What do you want this time?!”
She said she loved him
And would never let him go
“Quit calling me you crazy ass h*e!”
He said as he hung up the phone
She’s practically gone crazy
From the things he does to her
He used to call her baby
And say he loved her
Now he tells her
He said he used to love her
Before she turned like this
But he’d never consider loving her
And he’ll definitely not miss
She drove home crying
And speeding really fast
She didn’t care what was lying
In her driving path
She saw a big truck
And tried to swerve out of the way
But she ran out of luck
Because she was just too late
He got a call in the middle of the night
Knowing it was her
Ready to fight
“What the f*ck do you want?”
Is how he answered the phone
Her mom said, “There is nothing I want”
In a very serious tone
“Why are you calling me?
It’s 2:00a.m., I’m sleeping.”
She couldn’t find her daughter
He said he hadn’t seen her
Her mother started crying
Because she was so confused
He hung up on her sighing
Because she woke him up at 2
He went to sleep peacefully
Not caring where she was
He was mad that she called crying
Rudely waking him up
He woke up early to another call
This time it was her sister
Screaming off the walls
He asked what was wrong
As he could barely hear her speak
She didn’t cry for long
Because she needed to talk seriously
“My sister’s dead…….”
Were the words that came out
His hands were on his head
As he felt the tears rushing out
“What happened?”
“She got in a car wreck”
“How did it happen?”
“They don’t know, but my baby sister’s dead..!”
It turns out
She saw the truck coming
And instead of turning around
She felt no point in living
Next thing, they found her on the ground
Her sister called him first
Because she said she loved him most
He felt this was a curse
Because he treated her like dirt
He went to the funeral
Trying not to cry
He watched the burial
Killing him inside
He saw this girl dead
The one he used to love
Tons of thoughts filled his head
Including, ‘she was the one.’
He regretted everything he did
Wishing he could take it back
He looked around and saw her family a mess
He knew this was his fault
As he was praying to make amends
He knew it was too late
She was the only girl he ever loved
Now the only time he’ll see her
Is in heaven above
They said they found a letter
That she wrote to him
Saying, ‘I loved him more than anything
But I can’t stand to live
There’s no one else I’ll ever love
If he doesn’t see that
Than there’s no point to live
All I wanted was for him to love me back
I don’t regret what I’m about to do
Because I cant live like that
I just wished he’d love me too
He never understood the pain he put me through
Since he never listened to me
This is the only way he’ll get to
This is the end of my letter I hope he gets to see
Tell him I love him more than anything
But he was always too blind to see.’
She ended the letter with
‘Tell him I love him’
And she went to the extremes
Because of pure obsession

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