WHY

I never thought this would end.
I have hold on for so long, that i don't know how to let go.
U once said i was everything to you.
But now i realize it was a lie.
I was always to be blamed for everything that went wrong in our relationship. Why if it was also you in this relationship. I wasn't dating my self??? After all these years you decide to say Good-Bye, and just say:I hope everything goes well in your life. That easy was for you, to through out to the trash the four years i gave you. I have no regret, but yet i do have tears in my eyes that wont stop from dropping and a deep crack in my heart.Why wait so long for my love to grow more and more everyday. Was that your intention to hurt me as bad as you could?
Why say you Loved me when you never did? And if you did, you sure didn't show it. Now, i think about it and i ask myself. Why not let you go? Because I can't no matter what i do to forget about you everything reminds me about you? Why?????