Happy New Years, I Guess

(THIS WAS WRITEN ON NEW YRS EVE)

11:29, it's New Years Eve,
I'm stuck home alone, but I wanted to leave.
I got grounded a few hours ago,
So my New Years plan, is watching a TV show.
No boyfriend to hold, even if I don't have one,
So this New Years EVE will be spent alone.
This really sucks, I had a plan,
To go to the movies and look for a man,
With my best friends, but forget that,
I'm stuck sitting here, with junk food to make me fat.
24 minutes to go, only stuffed animals to keep me company,
Except for a picture of a guy who I love who won't go out with me.
Time's winding down, as I watch MTV,
As Kanye West raps, and All-American Rejects sings about secrets that are dirty.
Only 15 minutes, and I'm still alone,
Not even someone to talk to on the phone.
Staring at his picture, as I start to cry,
I'll never forget last year, I though I'd die.
I saw him, making out with my old friend,
But I got a boyfriend by the end.
Some random guy my friend knew asked me out,
But he was too fast, so I left him alone dry as a drought.
10 minutes left, my heart is breaking,
And my hands are violently shaking.
Wow, 11:55, soon it'll be 2006,
With guys I like, falling for other chicks.
The time's so close, just 3 minutes more,
Still no one walking, into my door.
Time is so slow, I hate New Years,
It is filled with way too many tears.
Countdown, 3, 2, 1, Happy New Year,
People kiss, there is no fear.
Fireworks, Snap Crackle Pop,
This New Years has been dropped.
Oh well, bad New Years to end a worse year,
A year of sadness, is very clear.
Will '06 be better and bright?
Well, a horrible start of the year, is tonight.

~*Who Cares?*~