Loving You

Falling in love
With you again
How many times have I done this?
Must be like ten

I cant stand
Not hearing your voice
But you treat me like
One of your toys

You never start
A conversation
If I talk to you
I do with hesitation

I never know
What your reaction will be
Will you talk back?
Or will you ignore me?

I dream
Of you at night
I dream that you
Are holding me tight

Then I wake
To find it was a dream
Maybe this was all
Just one of your schemes

You are the first thing I think of
In the morning
Just thought I should give you
A little warning

I love you more than
Life held dearly
You make me see things
Much more clearly

All in all
I stand confused
But most of all
I feel used