I wasn\'t prepared for you!

I sit there
Confused at why I\'m here
Staring,Dazed,Confused
At my so called life

What I've done
I've been hurt
I've cryed
Feeling like inside I've died

Life's f**ked up
Feeling hatred
So many lies
Were all fakes

Why go around
being something your not
Hiding behind that smile
Behind that mask of self-hatred

I see you sitting there
Staring at me
Wondering if its me you really see
What do you see?

Do you see a scared soul
Do you see a happy girl
Do you see me crying there
Covering it up while you stare

Do you see the real me
Do you see me lying there
Staring up at you
Wondering what am I to do!