I just want to be numb again.

by Nil   Jan 4, 2006


Contains foul words used to.... well yeah......

I once felt numb
A blissful empty shell
And then you came
And ruined it
You know you made my life
A living hell

Your kind words
Cut through my skin
Just the way
I want the razor to do now
They hurt and burn
Sadly though

The filth spilling from your mouth
And hurts me more
Than any blade ever could
S.l.u.t or w.h.o.r.e
The disgusting words you've used
To address me

And you think i love you
Well love only can compare to hate
In passion and you should know that
Since you hated me once upon a time
And then

You loved me
Yet you still tore my heart out
Knowing it wasn't healed
Saying you aren't here
And she was
Do you know you make me
Feel worse than i already do

I feel so dirty
So used and hurt
I thought you were different
Until i got to know you
I wish i never met you
More than i wish i never sliced my skin

I just want to be numb again
Is that to much to ask?

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  • 18 years ago

    by Becky

    Tihs poem is very good. i know how those words feel. to me they are a million tmies worse than any razor or knife. I hope your ok. Guys are un fortuantely like that and thats the thing, you should never judge a guy or make any assumptions until you get to know them extremely well cuz guys are tricky. Well i am here to talk if you need me.

    lots of love
    *~*Becky*~**\

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