In this life we will we know we will all die one day eventually
some of us can handle the pains in our life so we die when we ready
others have some much s h i t going so badly for them that they believe their is no other way out
i have a few friends that have commited suicide and it's not pretty
they thought that the only way out was to get out for good this was the only way that is true
all you\'re life you will be put through tough s h i t that you don\'t like or can\'t do or don\'t want to do but sometimes you have to and sometimes you don\'t
i have thought about and tempted suicide many times i\'ve been in a mental (behavioral) asylum many times i\'m not telling you to do this or not to do that i\'m just telling you that if you do make it count.....each and every time i went to the hospital they told me i was lucky to be alive but i wasn\'t atleast not to me
if i came that close to death to be \"lucky\" that means i should be dead but i\'m not meaning my life has a purpose i don\'t know what it is yet but i\'m gonna try and don\'t get me wrong i\'ll still cut and burn and want to die but i know someone out there cares about me enough that i\'m \"lucky to be alive\" and if not f u c k it, i\'ll live and die! but i can almost promise you that my death will not be by God\'s hands or fate but by my own hands or blade or flame ! we\'ll see
in this depression i face if i live i will live not willingly but i\'ll live and if i die i will die happily!!!!
sorry not a real poem ....more just my thoughts .sorry to waste your time!
