That day (a true story)

When ever I would look at you
I could never see
What you would do
How you could be
The day you said you loved me
And then I said it back
The day you made me happy
The day in sense I lacked
That day I felt so brilliant
That nothing would ruin my joy
The day I fell so deeply in love
With my baby boy
You took me in your house
that’s were I meet you mother
Your farther, and your sister
Even your baby brother
They all went out to the pub
that’s were we were to follow
But then you did something far to bad
That made my heart feel hollow
You asked if I wanted to do it
I said it was far to soon
But when I refused some more
You grabbed me and took me to your room
I asked what you were doing
You said that it would feel right
I begged for you parents to come home
But they were out all night
My eyes they were filled with tears
Theses tears were non of joy
You used me and abused me
I was pregnant with your boy
But the thing that really got me
That thing that really hurt
Was that when you had used me
You acted like a jerk
You said that you didn’t want me
You had had all your fun
Then you meet another girl
And my time was done
And when I left your house that night
And passed your parents at the door
They joked and said, ‘was he good’
I couldn’t take no more
See no one knows about this night
The baby I got rid
I couldn’t be a mother
And I couldn’t have your kid
I couldn’t bare the pain
Of looking at his face
The child would only bring misery
I weren’t ready for that pace
So now whenever I see you
Each time with a new lass
I just lath so silently
And just walk straight past
For although the day has come and gone
The scares will stay forever
The difference being I have moved on
I wont make the same mistake, ever