Already Dead

I can't dream of you another night
My thoughts can't hold you anymore.
You're breaking me with every dream,
With every wish I've ever asked for.

I can't do this another minute in time,
Because I've spent so long in sorrow.
My tears run dry, and there's nothing left,
But the hopes I have of tomorrow.

Yet in the shadows of my mind,
That press my eyes through darkness,
I know that even if I make it tomorrow,
I won't be alive regardless.

Because through these thoughts of you
Through these tears that never stop streaming,
I can't rip myself from the fate I know,
That I see in you every night I'm dreaming.

I can't look at her another minute,
So don't leave me around to wait.
I've said it before I can't say it again,
You've found me far too late.

Don't even pretend that you're sorry,
I won't cave into your lies,
Your pathetic attempts to fool me,
But the truth is in your eyes.

You've always loved her above me,
Despite everything that you've taken
And you've never truly loved me,
And that is why I'm breaking.

What more have I left in this place,
When all the blood has been bled,
All the tears in life are wasted for you,
Because I couldn't get you out of my head.

But I can't think of you a second longer
Nor continue to write down how I feel,
Because I am so far gone, already dead,
And some wounds aren't meant to heal.