Apart of me.

by xDryTearsx   Jan 4, 2006


For the longest time
My lips were sealed
But my deepest secret
Now revealed

I always wondered
Deep inside
How life would be
By a fathers side

I wish I knew
At least your name
I wish I knew
Just who to blame

I blame myself
I feel as though
It`s all my fault
You didn`t watch me grow

Was I not good enough
To make you stay
Am I the reason
You walked away

You deprived me
Of a fathers love
You deprived me
Of a loving fathers hug

I went through life
Acting as if I didn`t care
That you, my father
Were never there

It bothered me inside
In my heart I knew I was sad
That to me you`re a stranger
The father I never had

Deep in my heart
To fate I plea
To see the man
That is one half apart of me.

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  • 17 years ago

    by gabriel

    This reflects me of what my life is...i can't comprehend but it's what is really is...thank you

  • 18 years ago

    by Brook

    I totally understand this poem..my dad isnt around either. great writing, 5/5

  • 18 years ago

    by Irish Sweetheart

    That is one of the best poems I have read in a while. I read your profile you are way to modest. You are a awesome writer. Keep up the great writing. I'll add you to my favorites!

  • 18 years ago

    by ~*~Morgan~*~

    Wow...=)...wonderful poem! keep up the good work, i enjoy reading it.

  • 18 years ago

    by LostHopesCrimsonTears

    Great job.. you can really feel the pain in this one