The Reality

by amanda   Jan 4, 2006


Looking in the mirror, i don't like what i see.
it's ugliness&fatness is what i see in me.
my friends tell me i'm pretty, &that i'm not fat.
but, it's time that they realize that i don't believe all that crap.
sometimes i cry myself to sleep, cause i can't standing being this way.
i've tried so hard to change, but everything seems to stay.
it seems that i'd better better off, somewhere other than here.
killing myself isn't an option, &i'm not stupid enough to drink beer.
wishing&praying that one day i'll be perfect, is only making be blue.
cause i know deep down in my heart, that it'll never come true.
that's how it is, in actuality.
i truely hate myself, that's The Reality.

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  • 18 years ago

    by Vic

    Maybe... we both should stop eating ice cream while we cry at night... LOL just kidding levina. ^_^ you know you're beautiful inside and that's all that matters. believe me. i'm your brother's brother... lol. and very good poem... you described practically the whole world in just a short poem. it's so awesome! but don't hate yourself. because in reality... physical appearance can't compare to what's in your heart. and you're a nice person. ^_^ i wouldn't want you to change one bit. so yeah. keep ya head up, payyce.

  • 18 years ago

    by *BeAuTiFuLlY*iNaDeQuEtE*

    Hey wow this is a gr8 poem, i no xactly how you feel n u really portrayed it well, 5/5
    love
    XxFeEBeDeExX

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