On my Own

Sitting on my own coz theres no one else around,
Thinking about my life and all the fears that I have found.
Knowing I cant change when I really want to,
Thinking what is wrong and what I need to do.
Just to put everything right so I have somewhere to go,
Making me feel better and not always feeling low.
My reflection looking back to me is screaming out for help,
But what am I meant to do when I only have myself.
The sadness in my eyes all the sparkle gone,
Used to be filled with happiness now there is none
Tears running down my cheeks and staining them black,
If I had one wish it would be to turn the clocks back.
I no that it cant happen so I will just live on,
But maybe one day I will be able to find someone