Its so dark even though the sun\'s shining

Many days have long since gone
since you left me, was i in the wrong?
you said you didnt love me anymore
as i stood on that freezing night at your door
i lay in bad that night staring blankly at the sky
what have i done, why leave me why?
i got down on one knee few weeks before
the day my heart broke in two at your door
you said yes and i was the one
i was so excited antisipating the fun
now am stuck here in my room
its dark am lonely its all just gloom
i didnt know that a broken heart could be this bad
and leave me this way am so so sad
worst of all there is no cure
my minds blank everythings a blure
every little thing reminds me of you
am so scared being alone am so blue
i wrote your a heart filled letter
it made me feel a bit better
you tore up in my face
told me to get away from your place
the tears rolled down my cheeks as i went
i could not even start an argument
as i walk there are a million things in my head
all the things i should of said
am a loner in love
ive lost my angel from above
but its not really my fault at all
i sit anxiously waiting on the call
it doesnt come, i go to bed
your still there, thoughts going through my head
how do i get over this?
am thinking of our first kiss
as weeks go on am still in tears
still worried against all my fears
of being lonely all my life
without no children, without a wife
its now gone 6 months, am still here
i even have reason to chear
i have found a really wonderful thing
am up about even want to sing
so know when the sun does shine
its not drak anymore, Cheryl will you be mine?
God is there for each and everyone
and without him i dont know what i would done