The PaSt

It feels like the happiest I've ever been
is when you were here by my side
you were the only person to ever
wipe away all the tears that I've cried

people say to forget about you
to forget about the past
that another guy i can get
really fast

but to me the past is what matters most
i put you on top of the world
made u king of my heart
when you promised we'd never be apart

u promised me forever
that you'd never leave my side
but forever ended when you was with her
it was killing me inside

the past is what i live for
why do u think i keep these memories ??
i feel like they live deep within my heart
i think the choice we made wasn't so smart

i think about you every hour
every minute of everyday
but maybe if I'm strong enough
at the end I'll be OK

the past seems to be part of the future
and you always are on my mind
and i know that someone as loving as you
i will never ever find

maybe we are supposed to be together
because you're always in my dreams
seeing that you are not by my side
makes me want to wake up in screams

but i have to keep it in
i can't let u know what i feel
but i know that u are the only one
that can make these dreams become real

*this is dedicated to my one and only baby...i love you with all of my heart...girls tell me what you think*