When you're lonely and cold
Nothing matters anymore
When you're happy and joyful
I am torn & thrown forward
You're everything to me
& you laugh when I plea
You love to make a fool of me
Even when I scream when I'm lonely and cold
I'm something to you
When I'm happy and joyful
I'm nothing but the dirt under your shoe
Why does everything go so wrong for me?
Why do you always laugh when I scream?
Why do I plea and pray for you?
Why... Am I aloud to ask?