I feel i wanna die i cause too much pain, i can never think ahead
and all the time i am apart of sumthing that is destroying my family.
i am sorry for all the wrong i have done and everyone i have hurt,
but please understand that all i ever try to do is good,
i never wish harm upon anyone and i sure as hell know that no one deserves to be hurt,
wether that be physically or mentally, no one deserves that.
I wanna kill myself,
And i dont know why,
All i know is that,
I continue to cry,
Because of what ive done,
And what has been done unto me,
I feel that my life,
In its f**ked faith,
Is soon to be taken by an unwilling fate.
How do i hide the pain and the anguish,
No one realises what i have to unleash,
What i dont understand,
Is why its happened to me,
All of the events,
To hold me from feeling free,
I am scared of what is in my mind,
All the pessemistic bollocks,
Of what i could leave behind,
Now i know that i am insane,
Talking about why i wanna die,
And never give it a second chance of why.
