Happiness, joy, mean
Nothing to me
But to gain freedom
I must receive
The end of my pain
my sorrow & shame
I wish I could go back
Stop me from you
But my heart was stacked
The end of my loneliness
were the beginning
Much was lost with the stress
I began to cry
You stood there and stared
& my fears arise
For rumors were out
Never once leaving my head
They were after me & about
Lies & cheats
with notes & sheets
Filled with I Love You's
I can't believe I was
such a fool
Not to see what
You were doing to me
I guess I deserved it
Me & my lonely soul
If it weren't for my gaping hole...
I wouldn't have known
