First True Love

So I sit here all alone

Wondering about it all

About what could have been

Compared to what is

I look up at the ceiling

And see your face

Someone passes me by

Only slightly resembling you

And I stare infinitely

I stare desperately

I stare doubtfully

I stare wishfully

I stare lovingly

I desperately wish you loved me infinitely but I doubt it

No one EVER forgets a first love...unfortunately...