F.u.c.k.e.d. up their world, messed up my life
i can settle this now just give me a knife
i don't know what I'm thinking, my thoughts keep bouncing around
my mind is going crazy and it won't settle down
i can't take it no more I'm gonna get some help fast
I'm not going back the way i used to be, f.u.c.k. my past
my boyfriend is disappointed in me
he doesn't like what i did, he didn't like the person i used to be
I'm trying to change but everything is crazy
i can't change overnight baby
i don't know want to hurt him anymore, i don't
i won't do it again, i won't
josh i can't stand to see you hurt over something i have done
without you though this battle can't be won
