Dear God

Why am i the way i am?
why did you make me this way?
why am i so stupid?
why'd you make me such a dismay?

all i want is to be happy
and to be loved and love
i want to be smart and funny
and be as pretty as a dove

why am i always miserable?
why can't i make anybody happy?
why can't i please everybody?
why do i always feel crappy?

i want to always be cheerful
and make everyone around me smile
i want to help everybody
and be this way for a while

so why God?
i really want to know i do!
i want to be loved and love my daddy and josh!
i want to do this for all of us, but especially you!