Why do i love u

Im doin good now,
wish u could see,
what u coulda been,
if u stayed with me,

for a long time,
id sit here and cry,
now i think it was dumb,
and just wonder why,

what made me feel for u,
what made me care,
what made me say,
id always be there,

i think i was crazy,
4 just trusting u,
never mind the fact,
i feel in love with u,

now i know that,
you dont deserve me,
show you mad love,
but continue 2 hurt me,

i got into an accident,
then u wanted to speak,
s**t i got in 2 accidents,
in the same f**kin week,

so i talked to u again,
of course u made me hurt,
now i dont give a piss,
not one squirt,

dont ever talk to me,
have a nice life,
coulda been betta,
if u were my wife,

i wish u the best of luck;)